Ok first off, last saturday I weighed myself so yea
308.4
Mk.. Yay, I'm going down...
Now on to the likely hood of things continuing to go this way. Bullshit is happening like mad. Mom is stressed, puddle is coming up, I can't think twice around a knot hole. I've been sick for almost a week... Life sucks. I'm trying not to eat too much but fuck.
About Me
- Lynn Nexus
- So I suppose I've gone and made this damn thing I might as well talk on it... My real name Is a bit common so call me Lynn, mother of two, married to my high school sweetheart, Got two cats and some bjd's. I'm eccentric and silly, but usually I'm kinda boring. What the hell are you doing reading my boring ass blog for? Dooooom Dooom Doooooooooom Go home now!
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
Friday, May 6, 2016
Once more with feeling
312.4
Well fuck. Over 300. This shit has to stop. I'm feeling sick, I'm tired, I eat way more than I need to and I know it.
Right now I can't even laugh about this. I finally just bit the bullet and weighted myself and of course it's terrible. I'm wearing 26 pants, a 44 ddd barely fits me, if I'm not careful I'll double boob. I bought a bag of chips yesterday and I opened them today, they are half gone. WTF am I doing?
Kay, Breakfast needs to happen. I end up eating bullshit all day if I don't have something in the morning. Lunch needs to be food not chips or cookies. Seriously girl? why was lunch chips and cookies? Water needs to happen. I still dont' drink pop, I have coffee (or what I call coffee) morning noon and night. Treat not hydration.
Deamon's gonna try and help me. Ok so now I'm not just on this on my own, and if even that one extra person knowing helps... Fuckin yay. Weigh in's on fridays, I think I'ma gonna try and write down my exercise, I'll note my food too maybe? We'll see. I'm pretty lax on this atm cus yea. that number is too damn high but I know if I try to be a hardass on myself I'll just fail so ... Come on Girl, just do it.
Well fuck. Over 300. This shit has to stop. I'm feeling sick, I'm tired, I eat way more than I need to and I know it.
Right now I can't even laugh about this. I finally just bit the bullet and weighted myself and of course it's terrible. I'm wearing 26 pants, a 44 ddd barely fits me, if I'm not careful I'll double boob. I bought a bag of chips yesterday and I opened them today, they are half gone. WTF am I doing?
Kay, Breakfast needs to happen. I end up eating bullshit all day if I don't have something in the morning. Lunch needs to be food not chips or cookies. Seriously girl? why was lunch chips and cookies? Water needs to happen. I still dont' drink pop, I have coffee (or what I call coffee) morning noon and night. Treat not hydration.
Deamon's gonna try and help me. Ok so now I'm not just on this on my own, and if even that one extra person knowing helps... Fuckin yay. Weigh in's on fridays, I think I'ma gonna try and write down my exercise, I'll note my food too maybe? We'll see. I'm pretty lax on this atm cus yea. that number is too damn high but I know if I try to be a hardass on myself I'll just fail so ... Come on Girl, just do it.
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