Week 7 and 8

It's been really busy, but I remembered to weigh myself last week, but forgot to post so Oh well.

264.8 Last week
269.6 This week

So Damnit, Back up to sixty nine.  I'm getting frustrated at present, I mean I know we just had a huge food weekend, but I really REALLY wanna keep going down and food weekends like that really screw that sorta stuff up.  >.<  It's not a big deal really, bouncing back and forth 5 pounds isn't so bad so long as I continue to move that 5 lb's down and only 4.something back up.

EITHER WAY!  I'm gonna try to be really "good" not that today has been super good >.>

Other annoyances. So it's what? The end of May?  Guess who's started figureing out her halloween costume?  Yea that's right, me.  You know why that belongs on this blog?   Cus I'm going to begin measuring myself.

Did you hear that?  Yea that was my self confidence running screaming from the room.  As if the scale wasn't bad enough right?  There's reason of course, I need to know how big I am so I can make the costume.  But of course that comes with the problem of knowing how big I am.  So here's the run down.

Bust          52
Ribs          41
nat waist   47
Hips         57

Yep.  Between my natural waist and my hips I am 10 inches larger. *sigh* Once I've come to terms with these numbers I will be able to joke with myself about them, but right now, All I wanna do is make those last two smaller.  I'm totally cool with having big boobs and smaller ribs.  Totes ok with that.  It's the hips that are really killing me atm.  I have this huge belly out in front and I'm just dieing to get rid of it.  I've started loosing fat in my face and my arms and shoulders.  But that belly hasn't budged.  I'm not going to be measuring myself very often, but I think If I manage to drop 10 or more pounds from my current low, I'm going to remeasure.  cus it would be prudent.  And of course, JUST in case I manage to hit a huge weight drop between now and october, I'm not making any of the end pieces until closer to time.

Week 6 (oops)

So last week was terrifically awful.  Just tremendously not cool.  starting with the death of the hub's gramma and then free flowing into a commission that tried to kill me and now things are finally chilling out.

269.2

So back up again.  I did alot of emotional eating and stressing so I'm not shocked at all that I'm up.  I'm trying to do better this week but really it's been extra hard to keep up with the good eating.  I managed to get several new pairs of pants and I'm looking for them to fit me sloppy soon! XD yes because your current clothes fitting sloppy is epic ^_~

week 5

Only have a few minutes, might expound on the week later... lets get to this right now..

265.8

Hey look at that... down yet more!  I'm always shocked when I continue to go down, I've been so big so long, I'm happy to be going down in weight but I am legitimately surprised to see myself loosing weight.  Got a new pair of pants today, same pant size but they aren't stretch... been a while since I wore pants that didn't have stretch in them so it's a bit of a relearning experience.  I'm working on breaking them in, they are brand new from good will.  but yea, down nearly 2 pounds since last week?  I can sure as hell tolerate that.