Day seventeen

Good morning?  Eh.  Bad morning?  Not hardly.  Just kinda sorta morning.  It's Friday... so that's cool.  We've got game tonight and tomorrow, plus we're doing our taxes tomorrow so that's something.  I've been kinda a bad girl about posting quantities and times for my food so I'm gonna redouble my efforts on that.  But yea.  Gotta hit the store and that jazz...

Omnom
11ish: tomato soup
4 Ish: 2 bowls of fruitloops.  What can I say I've been munchy all day...
8 ish: 2 pork chops, some corn and some pasta salad

Pic today actually turned out kinda nice.  Took a while for me to get one where I'm smiling a normal person smile.

Day sixteen

Woke up with a sick tummy, gassy as hell... I'm still gassy but Oh well, What you gonna do?


The food
lunch time Fried rice
after lunch snack Chips
Supper More rice
Random some bites of a pb&j

Almost forgot to take my pic... And since it's late as hell... I look tired as hell XD

Day fifteen

Weigh day T_T

278.4 Back up two pounds but I also had a bunch of chips and stuff last night.  I've not eaten yet this morning but I have been guzzling a bunch of water.  Not beating myself up over 2 lb up, I'm just gonna try harder to keep from snacking so much this next week.  Yesterday I really wasn't particularly good about getting my water, so I'ma try to be better about that.  Baby steps ^_^

Glup!
noon ish? tomato soup and a cheese sammich
8ish: Burger and chicken stripps from hardies (thanks sis)

Took my picture before I weighed myself >.> I was feeling silly... it's first thing.. I look like junk XD

Day fourteen

Blurg.  Too cold to think.

Food
jelly toast
two little arbies sammiches
tomato soup with crackers
twix and butterfinger funsized
chips and dip.

blurg

Day thirteen

So I didn't take my pic all weekend.  Oh well.  I'm not gonna be a hardass about the pics.

Fuuuuuuud
Breakfast: PB&J
Lunch: salad with cheese dressing and a chopped up chicken patty.
supper Tacos

Hmmm... I have a picture that I took that I don't have up but it's dated strangely... *shrug* it'll have to do since I don't remember what pic I took this day as it's now days later

Day twelve

So I forgot to take a picture again... Oh well.  Woke up earlier than I wanted to cus of the kids.

Fud
Whole thing of chicken salad on crackers.
peanut butter crackers

Day eleven

Ugggh! Waking up with nightmares about acres of ticks is SOOOO fun.

Ze fud
Breakfast: Banana bread (6 slices?)
Snack: banana bread (2 slices)
Lunch: 2 chicken sammiches
Supper: half can of chilli with cheese and crackers plus another slice of banana bread (What can I say I love that stuff)

Day ten

So I'm one fifth of the way to the end of my first goal, keeping track of my food for 50 days, that's kinda crazy!  I'm sorta excited.  But enough of that, On to the important stuff, Like how I feel today.  I'm tired.  I might straight up take a nap.  We went to Spamalot at TCR last night and I had a hard time getting to sleep. But hey, it was a blast.

Foooood
11 ish: a slice of left over casserole and a nice sized salad (Wow, healthy much? XD)
6: fun sized twix
7 ish: 3 slices of banana bread
8 ish: 5 slices pizza (atleast I'm full?)
10: fun sized butterfinger

This is undoubtedly the second worst picture I've taken of myself XD I look as tired as I am... plus I have the extra yay of being totally out of focus... So... Win?

Day nine

Today was a bit of a mess... two hour delay at school, didn't wake to my alarm...  At least I got some laundry and dishes done ^_^

Food
Two chicken Sammiches
a big chunk of beef and biscuit casserole

Went to a play today which was part of why today was a bit of a mess... So... MAKEUP PIC!

Day eight

So it's a weigh day... Woke up dreading this a little.  Ok a lot.  With the scale being the only numerical gauge of my health in this situation it is terrifying, it being the only thing that is telling me if I'm actually making any progress.  I'll probably pontificate on how I hate weighing myself more every Wednesday.  But being that I just started this a week ago this was something I was worried about, if my first weigh in was bad, like I'd gained or something then this blog would probably fall off my brain as another fail.

Weight
276.4  Naked and wet, first thing in the morning.
This is a hell of a drop for a week of just pretty much trying to not snack my brains out.  I haven't been more active or cut back on the size of what I'm eating, just tried to keep sugar out of my damn mouth.  And as you have seen, I haven't exactly been trying -that- hard.  Six pounds (even if a little of it is clothes and food) Is pretty damn good.  Honestly I was expecting to be the same or higher.

Today's menu
11:30 ish: Cocoa! ^_^
3 ish:  chicken sandwich, a handful of fruity pebbles and a butter finger
7:30 ish: a sloppy joe sammich.
snackies: 2 fun sized twix

I broke my first pic rule today because of how utterly terrible my first pic was... Eyes closed, angry face and it cut off at my chin.  It really was so bad I decided to go with the first pic where I was awake >.<

Day seven

Bluuurg! Been really out of it today T_T  Tomorrow is a weigh day so >.< we'll have to see how that goes.  I never look forward to stepping on the scale.  Here's hoping that it'll be nice to me...

Eats
Breakfast: Oatmeal with brown sugar and maple syrup
Lunch: two soft shell tacos
Supper: Bowl of spaghetti

Serious face pic today, I'm suddenly breaking out like all hell so I'm really displeased with this photo.

Day six

Ha ha.... MLKjr day so I'm home with everyone...

Ze nom
Breakfast: Chicken salad on crackers (whole can)
Lunch: a few peanut butter cracker sammiches....
Supper: tacos
Snacky: big hot chocolate

A shockingly unamused looking photo of me... Also... red robe... red robe... ^_^

Day five

Woops... forgot to upload a pic yesterday...  Oh well atleast I'm feeling pretty well today.

da fooood
Bunch of ribs for breakfast and for lunch
Bowl of soup and crackers as well for lunch
two chicken sandwiches for supper
Snacked on a few handfuls of chocolate chips too.

Since I forgot my pic yesterday I took an extra embarrassing one today, Blanket pic! Plus goofy face.

Day four

Woke up dry but not coughin! YAY! Saturday!  So this cold lasted about a week, glad it didn't last longer.

Om nom!
9: slice of pizza
11:30: 3 more slices of pizza + 2 dark kisses
Supper: oodles of bbq pork ribs
Game: candy bars (1) big cup of cocoa

Day three

Stiff but not clogged up today, Hopefully this cold thing is almost done cus I'm right sick of being sick.  The coughing is the worst part.  Roughing up my throat and crap.. Uggh.  But oh well.  Feeling more alive and active... Lets try some house work... Oh look I'm sick again ^_~

Noms
9:30 ish: cherry bagel with butter and cinnamon sugar.
1:15 : apple, tbls peanut butter (absent minded snacking)  about two cups of fried rice with sauce
8 ish: 4 slices of Pizza
Durring game: three fun sized candy bars

Pic!
Taken before the car tried to gimmie a heart attack.

Day two

Still sick, but I'm getting better.  It's the cough that really bothers me.  Pretty good day though, got to hang with mom and do a little crafty bits while she worked on patterns.

Food
9:30 ish?: bacon and cheese omelet, probably 2 eggs, mom made it ^o^ And two pieces of cornbread with butter and honey.
3:30 ish: Wendies dollar menu chicken sandwich, some fries, and a 1/4 cup fried rice.
7:30 ish: bout a cup and a half of tomatoe soup and half a tube of crackers, plus a chicken patty (feeling quite full now)
Intermittent: 2 dark chocolate kisses


Slightly better pic today, Still have a bit of a goofy look on my face though... plus... ARM XD

Day one

THE HORROR! XD I should go back and state that I'm going to do this with as much humor as possible, to help keep myself upbeat... >.> Yep.

So I'm sick, have been since... probably Sunday... late Saturday, been coughing like a fiend, not getting great sleep, woke up stiff as a board.  I already ate some food and drank a bunch of water so I'm considering that a few bonus ounces as I go upstairs in a moment and weigh myself.  I am not going to strip down for this so this is clothed.  Please wait while weight is loading...

Oh wow...
282.2
I was actually expecting 300+ so I'm actually rather happy with that number... but that's my starting weight...

FUD
9 ish: About a half cup of Unsweetened oatmeal sweetened with about a teaspoon of maple syrup and two good sized tablespoons of brown sugar.
1 ish:  a good cup a half of spaghetti with meat sauce and an egregious amount of Parmesan.
5:30: dark chocolate kiss
7 ish: bout a cup and a half of fried rice with bbq sauce. and one more chocolate kiss.

I'll add in other stuff (snacks too, I promise ^_^) as I eat it.

PICTAR!  What an awesome day one pic right?  I think I'm gonna insist that I take the first picture I take as long as it's in focus and generally I have to try to take a out of focus pic with my camera.  So whatever I look like... is what I look like.  Today's picture... not so good XD Looks like it's peanut butter jelly time to me >.>  OH YEAAA XD

Baseline

Ok, so I really... really am getting tired of being overweight and more importantly being unhealthy.  I'm gonna -try- making myself a blog about this.  I'm gonna try to take a picture every day and list what I ate, if I did any exercise and how I felt that day.  If I can keep it up, maybe it'll help me, maybe it won't.  I'm not even going to say it's going to be for a long time.  I'm gonna try doing it for like... 50 days.  If I can reach that goal I'ma go for 100.  I'm not gonna weigh myself constantly, once a week, and I'll note if I was wearing clothes or if I'd already ate (like today >.>)  But some things that I'm going to do are as follows.

1. I'm not going to punish myself for having an off day.  There will be cookies.  There will be pie and pizza and days when I can't be asked to get off my ass and do anything.  That's OK.  Just pick it back up tomorrow and keep trying!

2. I'm not gonna starve myself.  I'm not gonna diet.  I'm going to try and reduce the number of calories I'm taking in and move around more.  Diets are short term and I'd like long term.  I will change my diet not go on a diet.  I need to eat more salads, more veggies, more good and less portions of the heavy duty stuff that I jam in my face constantly.

3. I'm gonna drink water!  I go in spurts drinking water.  I need to make a habit of actually getting up and filling my bottle when it gets empty, this is the one thing I -should- be hard on myself about, I shouldn't just sit there and not drink anything cus I'm too lazy or involved to go get my water, which is only 10 foot away.  There are so many things that feel better when I remember to actually get my water, I wanna feel that rather than just sit on my ass and dry out.

4.I'm gonna have a sense of humor about it!  I've got to.  I'm big, I'm fat, I'm still beautiful to my husband.  Anything beyond that last one is just things I'm doing for or to me, and I'd want to do things -for- me not -to- me.  So I'm going to laugh about this.  If I get saggy some place and it makes a funny lookin spot... OH WELL! it's funny, the hubs likes to grab my big ole belly and tickle me, I love to laugh.  LETS LAUGH ABOUT IT!

5. I'll add more if I feel I need to.  It's ok not to know the future, and I'll get there some time and I can look back and be like "This needs more"  it's cool.

Now onto day one's post.