Damn stress just needs to jog on...

Ok first off, last saturday I weighed myself so yea

308.4

Mk.. Yay, I'm going down...

Now on to the likely hood of things continuing to go this way.  Bullshit is happening like mad.  Mom is stressed, puddle is coming up, I can't think twice around a knot hole.  I've been sick for almost a week... Life sucks.  I'm trying not to eat too much but fuck.

Once more with feeling

312.4

Well fuck.  Over 300.  This shit has to stop.  I'm feeling sick, I'm tired, I eat way more than I need to and I know it.

Right now I can't even laugh about this.  I finally just bit the bullet and weighted myself and of course it's terrible.  I'm wearing 26 pants, a 44 ddd barely fits me, if I'm not careful I'll double boob.  I bought a bag of chips yesterday and I opened them today, they are half gone.  WTF am I doing?

Kay, Breakfast needs to happen.  I end up eating bullshit all day if I don't have something in the morning.  Lunch needs to be food not chips or cookies.  Seriously girl?  why was lunch chips and cookies? Water needs to happen.  I still dont' drink pop, I have coffee (or what I call coffee)  morning noon and night.  Treat not hydration.

Deamon's gonna try and help me.  Ok so now I'm not just on this on my own, and if even that one extra person knowing helps... Fuckin yay.  Weigh in's on fridays, I think I'ma gonna try and write down my exercise, I'll note my food too maybe?  We'll see.  I'm pretty lax on this atm cus yea.  that number is too damn high but I know if I try to be a hardass on myself I'll just fail so ... Come on Girl, just do it.

week 21

Ug.  I can't belive I actually remembered to weigh myself.

271.0

Hobbes died this week.  No holds barred on eating.  Fuck all I'm sad.

week 20

Ok so clearly I've fallen off the waggon.  Lets just hop back on.

Weight 170.2

Went for a walk with mom today.  That was nice.  It'd be nicer if my pants weren't ripped in the thigh giving me some nasty chub rubb.

Week 16

So I'm alittle late >.> yea.  bad me... bad...

267.6

You'd think I'd be more excited about getting back down towards where I've been at my lowest.  But I'm not.  I'll be super stoked when I get down past my lowest.  It'll make this last... What 3?  4 weeks? of going back up much more palatable.  I'm really hoping and wishing to keep going down but it's not really worked yet.  Here's hopeing.

Week 15

Eh.  no time.  Day late on this.

270.4

Too much candy and sweets to think this was going to be down further.  MOAR watter, getting back into the swing of gum instead of snacks.

Week 14

Sooo I tried... and I tried.  But god damnit sweets are so damn good.  I need to find my gum.

171

>.< yea god damnit.  Need that damn gum.